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[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-18 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[Matt has had it rough in his life. Not just as Daredevil which is the obvious point of imagining being beaten to a pulp. As a child he was often bullied and even with skills to fight he had taken his hits. The worst wounds of the early years were emotional. And in this moment he can't remember a time he had felt like he had fallen so low, physically and emotionally at the same time. It's humiliating as much as it is just despairing.

Focus. Breathe. His breathing is labored from doing this much and he grounds himself again.]


...did I--did I die, Danny?
fightlikehell: ("you're bleeding again")

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-27 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
[One strong arm is looped about Danny. The other is hanging, pained and limp Matt covers his blind eyes and his shoulders shake.

Dead with his father, dead with his mother. Dead with Elektra.]


Why do you think....why me and not them?

[Forgive his vagueness. It really is a shameful question to ask as a man of any faith. Danny is being so kind to him. He doesn't deserve a ball of existential turmoil and physical pains. Matt shakes his head in dismay once more at himself. He cannot get it together. They toddle into the room. The temperature changes. More stillness, more warmth.]