fightlikehell: (grit your teeth in pain)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-05 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Death is supposed to be permanent. Hell, there's no clear reason as to why Matt is alive. Not that he would call this much of living. Will he even remember it? The world is muffled, cold and he can sort of make out a name.

Manny? Randy?

Danny?

His thoughts sloush around slowly and when it registers he's moving is when he makes the most noise. A shocked cry and wincing. Mud and dirt have matted his hair. His face is a mess of microcuts, sludge and sediment there as well. Bouts of crying have cut the mess only to have more grime added.]


Please--I'm--no, no more.

[Of whatever is to come. No more. hurting. Though he has no idea what is going to happen next. It's like a shock wave passing through him and splintering into his skin, his bones, his blood. Then a slow, gathering warmth in the shards. He whimpers pathetically.]
fightlikehell: (deflated)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-05 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[He'll be grateful after. In this moment though it is just a fresh wash of hurts, awareness to some that went as a vague awareness or a distant throbbing. Now it's all coming up at once and met with those shards that feel like they're weaving into the cuts and tears. If he had enough strength in him he would grip at Danny, maybe push him off.

At some point his body feels like it is starting to hum as well as just...heat. Or is that what would have been a glow? Whatever it is, it's like the balled fist at his chest has forced something into him that can only be described as energy.

Chi?

Some Eastern ideology that Stick would use now and again. And also fling it in the face of Matt's Western education. He never knew it could do this. Or that it would feel like this. Breathing as hard as he is and as frequent he can feel the instant that ribs stop crackling and bending in ways they're not supposed to. It's amazing. It's terrifying.]


St-stop.

[Matt surprises himself by being able to make a feeble push at Danny. His mouth and nose are bleeding again and for the first time he smells not just blood but salt, rain and wet gravel. Oh God, he can smell! The blood in his ears crackles and he can make out the strained groans of Danny.]
fightlikehell: (the judgment)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-05 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
What--[His throat feels dry. And while his body has not felt like his own since the building fell, Matt has an inexplicable sense of stillness and peace. Maybe he's finally paralyzed. Though he wouldn't be able to shift his feet. The suit is uncomfortable as usual. Now it's wet and dirty. There's an ache rather than an all out hurt. Breath comes in and out of his lungs.]

Danny, what did you do?

[Was it something forbidden? The residual aftershocks--what else do you even call them? --of energy pulse, each time becoming lighter and lighter. Matt's brown eyes blink and his brow furrows in confusion.]

Danny!

[The way his heart is breathing and his breathing isn't reassuring. He grips at his wrist.]
fightlikehell: (shades and shadows)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-05 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Amazing is a word for it. Though holy God how is this possible? Matt keeps a clutch on his hand. He feels the impulse to try and move. Healing means he is restored. Though there's a strange feeling of wrongness to just move about as though nothing happened.

If he was not dying he was at the steps of Death itself. No mistake.]


You're not going to go instead are you?

[That's an important ask here!]
fightlikehell: (holding it in)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-05 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Breathing and talking is not tiring. He can taste everything he's swallowed. Ash, dirty water, gravel, microscopic shards of glass though they're more texture. Did Danny take all of that into himself? How does it even work like that? The proof is felt, Matt can't quite brain what this is.

He swallows and shuts his eyes. Fingers thread with Danny's and give a squeeze.]


Thank you.

[For some reason an apology tries to drag it's way out from his lips as well. For worrying the man? For being such a broken person? For failing to die? This is something that should feel joyous.]

...it hurt you too.

[Or at least that's what it sounds like.]
fightlikehell: (as it should be)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-05 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[The chain of events in not even a whole half hour are miraculous. Matt didn't expect to be discovered, let alone discovered by someone he knew. And now after healed to such a degree that he never knew possible. Questions come to mind. While Danny is breathing as well as he can considering what manner of effort he exerted, he is out cold in the next moment.

Their fingers are still clasped together. Matt squeezes again. he doesn't expect a response. The world will know if Danny is or isn't around. The world doesn't let a billionaire disappear twice.]


It can wait.

[To himself, to Danny though he knows well there won't be a reply. Tires approach and gravel crunches. He tenses though finds there isn't a reason to. The voice he only half recognizes. A friend of Danny's. Oh God, what did you do this time? is her muttered response as she steps out and discovers not one, but two rumpled heroes.]
fightlikehell: (up above)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-05 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Matt is awake enough to know that she is a friend. He tries his best to walk though he's not there or at least the healing hasn't rebound him into strength. Movement makes the energy hum. Has it always been like that and he's never been aware? At any rate slumping in the back seat with Danny makes him fall asleep. Colleen gets them back into the heart of the city.

Though it's their neighborhood, not Matt's. Though for the moment he would go anywhere. Set adrift on the stream of life like a leaf. For the first time he lets himself think of Elektra. Where did she go? Is she dead?

The half-waking state of being is what Colleen finds him in. She took Danny indoors first. Her friend and first priority. Matt would have done the same. He is placed in bed. Soothing words and incense burning. While inside she rolls out the futon to place over the tatami mats. There are also blankets for him. A pillow. Honestly he could sleep on anything. He doesn't remember getting in. Laying flat, even with the ruined suit on his body still he sleeps. Getting off his shoes is about the best that she can do on her own. The suit will need to be cut away. And not just with scissors but wire cutters it seems. The stirring in the next room with sound draws her attention away.

Colleen pets over Danny's shoulders. Gentle words. "Go back to sleep, when you wake up again we'll have dinner." And talk about what this all means if he's in enough health and spirits.]
fightlikehell: (touch)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-06 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Danny Rand's version of fine is definitely not what most people would call fine by any stretch. He's Not steady on his feet. The way his eyes are darting around and the lack of composure are not at all what Colleen is used to. "Stay," she tells him, "rest a little bit longer." Which is absolutely not as threatening as she could be.

She doesn't have any answers, not right now. Colleen stays in the room with Danny until she is certain that he'll stay in one place. After a time she starts a curry. Simple, fast and hearty food. For Murdock, if he can eat at all, the rice should be fine or the curry sauce for some manner of sustenance. Matt's own deep sleep is filled with muddy, threatening dreams that make him pant and softly cry out. He twitches the way dogs do in the deepest of slumber.]
fightlikehell: (like a good catholic boy)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-06 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Colleen is distracted in the kitchen. She would have tried to get Danny down for one more sleep. It's not meant to be. And truly if he has the finesse to sneak around under her nose, then that means he's on the right track.

The footsteps vibrate through the floor and mat. He stirs and groans, eyes opening again. This time it's a slow motion.]


...Danny--? Then it wasn't a dream.
fightlikehell: (ab lounge)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-06 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
[There are times when it seems as though Danny is still a boy walking around with a man's body and face. Colleen cares for him deeply. She always will. Right now dealing with his latest whimsy, with Murdock here when he should have been--maybe even might have been--dead.

Matt's unseeing eyes move from the ceiling to where he can hear Danny. He can hear again. He can smell again. Still there's awful tinges of what his senses had gone through. Ash, cinder, dirt, water and blood all in bits. Breathing in clean air and smelling incense and now spices let him appreciate the recovered range.]


How do I feel?

[Even speaking softly he's incredulous, his voice breaking a little.]

...I should be dead.
fightlikehell: (furrowed brow)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-06 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
How-? Did you see anyone else? Elektra?

[How long were they going to speak before he said her name again. Matt can't just forget. She was his reason for going down and willing to stay in the wreckage. His eyes are searching and listening.]

Danny, what happened?

[He shifts and attempts to sit up. The first attempt yields nothing. Danny's chi healing did wonders. The whole ordeal and the constriction of the suit make it even more difficult.]
fightlikehell: (eyes shut)

[personal profile] fightlikehell 2019-12-06 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
[He had hoped. And hearing the news he shuts his jaw and nods. It's not enough to ask to be hauled out from the jaws of death. Danny saw him through. His teeth clench and his eyes shut a moment.

The building fell. The city is safe. The Hand has been stopped. What more can he ask for?]


...Good.

[Feels like a hollow word with how much is stewing in his head. The steady, careful pressure of Danny's hand have him pause. Shifting and making himself move more, he bites a groan.]

Feels longer somehow.

[With his senses blacked out there was no way to tell.]

I feel sore. [To actually answer his first question.] Tired. I--need to get out of this suit.

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